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Monday, June 28th, 2004
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9:21 am
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Have you ever known someone who was such a waste of fucking space that you just can't stand it? I have. I seriously can not understand for the life of me why it makes you cool to type like an uneducated retard and to talk like you're a 200 pound summo wrestler. Honestly... if you saw this girl you would think she is the BIGGEST fucking idiot you've ever met in your life. She's about maybe 5'4" 5'5"... if that... she's SKINNY as fuck... and she has nappy ass curls... yet she THINKS she fucks up all these girls... she put someone in the hospital.. yeah, okay. maybe because they were laughing so hard when YOU told them you could kick thier ass that they busted a gut or something. . . thats my only solution because I honestly don't take you seriously. lol. Honest to God.. I'm the biggest believer in fighting doesn't solve anything but last night she had me ready to jump through my computer and fucking kill her... The only reason she THINKS she's hard is because she has about 6 black friends who are probably the size of my uncle David.. (and if you've ever seen him, you know thats prrreeee-ty large She talks shit about people who are like 50 times her class level and it just aggrevates the shit out of me. And if I ever hear her utter my boyfriends name again I will have to bomb her house. How I will get the means to do that, I'm not sure. lol.
Well I just felt like venting.. So now I'm going to go to my real journal and write in there. kbye.
current mood:  amused
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| Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
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4:49 pm
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4:31 pm
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| Monday, June 7th, 2004
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12:24 pm
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Lately's been so mixed up and weird but still happy and good. Joe and I had a real fight for the first time yesterday... it was like... we've both been stressed out about things other than eachother and we've both had things to do other than being around eachother and it was just getting to us so we got into this big fight about taking abreak until school is over and all that, but to me breaks are ridiculous and we definetly ruled that out because i wouldn't come back. If there was a break it would have been for good. But oh well.. I'm gonna go because I have to get going on laundry before my mother has a child on me. lol. Alright bye.
Oh and I hate stupid fucking girls... I've realized that I just do not like girls.. If you know someone has a girlfriend, and you know that girl, you don't go and tell him "call me tonight if you want" LMFAO. Yeah, cause I'll blow up your fucking house if he does.. or if you don't stop calling his house. kthanx. lol.
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| Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
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6:09 pm
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I honestly can NOT wait until June 4th for fucking new Degrassi episodes. ugh it's been TOO long. =/
Anyway this weekend me, Shaunna, AJ, and Joe are supposed to do something but we don't know what yet. I'm missing 3 nails. LOL. I'm taking them off because I have work tomorrow and I'll look stupid with 3 missing. lol.
Next weekend is my cousin Jesse's bday party, we're having it at my house. Joe is coming and my cousin Bethany is bringing her boyfriend so it'll be cool. =)
Well I'm gonna go. Bye.
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| Thursday, May 20th, 2004
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9:24 am
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So.. lately whats been going on? Well, lets see. lol
Last Saturday Joe and AJ came over =)
It was alright. We sat outside in the sun the whole time and we went to Stop and Shop.. boy was that an escapade. lmfao. Alright .. so my mom wanted us to buy her corn on the cob so she could make it (duh) so we're like okay wheres the corn .. we go down the isle thingy and we ask some lady she says she'll be right back .. so I lean against this counter thingy and Joe goes "okay wheres the corn" and he looks around and he goes "omg" and I said what? and he goes "Turn around" I WAS LEANING ON THE TABLE THAT THE CORN WAS ON. lol. I might as well have picked one up and started chewing on it. Thats how close to it we were lol. The lady comes back and Joe goes "oh we found it" lol. it was so embarrassing. Oh and when we were walking to Stop and Shop we're walking walking walking and we turn around and AJ's like .. wayyy back there lol so Joe's like "it's okay he'll catch up" lol so we keep walking, we go in, get the corn, come out and AJ is STILL across the street, well he's CROSSING as we're coming out. lol. so yeah. interesting. lol. Then later on that night Joe's dad comes to pick them up and he starts talking to my mom and my moms like "NEVER MIND JOE GET YOUR DAD A BEER" LOL I was like NO, MOM YOU ARE NOT BECOMING FRIENDS WITH HIS DAD! lol. It was so cute, though Joe bought me a pink rose =) I was like awwww<3 haha. But yeah then they went home and they went to rock and bowl and then they went to aj's and me and joe talked for like 15 minutes online then he called me and we stayed up on the phone until 3:30 in the morning lol.
So I guess you could say now we go out. =) He's just awesome to me, he says things to me no one has ever said and he just makes me so fucking happy. =) I dunnnnnno man. lol.
What else? OH!
ASH-BUTT AND KIM-BUTT ARE BACK IN FUCKING ACTION!!!!
woo hoo!! haha. OMG We didn't see eachother for like 2 months .. or 3 maybe even .. but now we are back in effing action bitches. I love her. She's always been so close to me. . yayyness. WE're going to Prov Place w|Joe and his friend this weekend<3 TOMORROW actually lol. so yeah woo hoo! =)
Miranda is my best friend ever .. she's so kick ass. That bitch is there for me through it all. And best yet shes NOT GHETTO! I LOVE IT! haha. LANG lol MIranda. ilu bitch<3
JUSTIN is coming here for a month in the summer and hes staying @ my house for a week!!! =) woooo hoooo!! haha I LOVE HIM I MISS HIM SOOO MUCH. He'll be 17!! JULY 6th!!!! =)<3 love you.
humm what else? Nothing really. Oh I tried hooking up Shaunna and AJ .. they talked and she's like "he looks like my COUSIN!" lol. hahaha. Nope not gonna work out =( oh well.
oh yeah SIXTY FOUR DAYS until HANSON with Joe and Liz!! woo hoO!! hahah.
Alright I'm done now. Bye! haha <3 =)
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| Sunday, May 16th, 2004
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7:38 pm
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Kim is falling.
LOL. OMG I haven't been giddy about a boy in a year and a half. I'm kinda lovin' it. I really do love it. haha. ooooommmmmgggggg eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! lol.
haha okay bye.
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| Thursday, May 6th, 2004
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9:50 am
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HAPPY HANSON DAY!! haha
May 6th. Hanson Day. <33
So yeah .. it would also be 17 months for me and Alex. but.. lol.. who cares. We haven't spoken in maybe 5 days. So thats good. I'm pretty much already getting over him. It's sad because we were supposed to be so in love .. and now I'm seeing that maybe we just weren't. Ya know. Oh well I found someone who actually WANTS to talk to me and treat me right and be nice to me and be around me. He's just the funniest, sweetet kid I've ever known. I dunno. I never thought I'd like him or anything, since we really didn't know eachother and he went out w|this girl I used to be really close to a bunch of times. It's funny cause a few weeks ago we were kidding and i told her i liked him and stuff and i really didn't but i told her we were gonna hook up or w|e and she believed it and shit and then I told her it was a joke. But like .. idk shit happens. We talked alot and like .. he means alot to me already. and he told me i mean alot to him too. i dunno. he's just so nice, he cheers me up. lol we have crazy ass conversations.. about pam andersons tits and crazy shit like that. haha. oh well.
anyways. me and liz are so excited about the hanson concert!! haha. I want joe and aj to come w|us and they both said they want to but like .. i have to get the tickets next friday and i dunno i cant afford to buy thier tickets. so we'll see what happens. =) Okay so I have work today 12-6 so I'm gonna go get ready.
happy hanson day!!
hehe.
current mood: chipper
current music: Madeline ; Hanson
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| Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
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9:09 pm
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so change of plans:
we're going to the july 19th concert in cape cod instead of the july 22nd concert in boston! yesssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we get to drive all the way there eating our famous before concert hanson cake(!!!) and blasting the hanson tunes from 1997-2004. woo fucking hoo! i am so fucking excited. the last hanson concert i went to was in early 2000. alsfhskh so excited!!! <3
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| Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
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5:57 pm
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I'm sooo excited. I'm going to see Hanson in 79 days with the most awesome girl in the world (*Cassie*), My cousin Elizabeth, maybe my awesome girlfriend Miranda(*!!!*) but prolly not, and maybe the most awesome guy ever Joe (*Cause he loves corny music like me muahaha*) and maybe if I can get more people. woo hoo. Only problem is the concert is an hour away so we might have to have someone stay with us (*aka my mother*) because shes not gonna want to drive to drop us off there and then all the way back to pick us up. Oh welllll at least I'll see my lovely hanson boys<3 yes I'm a Hanson freak. muahaha.
79 fucking days!!!!!!!
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| Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
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9:44 pm
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Lately shits been so hectic I don't even know what to do with myself sometimes.
Miranda's been there for me through EVERYTHING. she calls me to check up on me, she writes me letters, she's just awesome. She stayed home from school today so I went over for a little while. I love seeing her.. she just has this cheery air about her haha. I love her so much<3 I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have her. She's the only (and when I say ONLY I MEAN IT) girl who I've ever had who stayed true. Thats why I hate girls cause they're all bitches who don't stay true.
Anyways I'm gonna go cause someones online who I wanna talk to and I'm gonna go play my pogo. lol. <3 bye.
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| Friday, April 16th, 2004
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7:28 pm
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So I'm a bit upset.. my stomach feels like it's all flipping and turning and fucked up. I hate it. :-( But I think I'll be okay in a week or something. I just hate the way I feel right now.. like I'm not good enough for a baby or something.. that it's MY fault this happened to me. I don't know what to say or do.. I'm so confused about life right now.
Alex is still on that cruise.. he wont be home until monday. I feel like complete and total shit. I'd be 16 weeks tomorrow. I need him here with me to tell me everythings alright and he loves me no matter what.. cause I honestly feel like everythings not alright and he doesn't love me no matter what. :-/ Oh well.
Oh well I'm gonna stop writing.. for some reason I can never make a long entry in here. I really don't know why.
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4:51 pm
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I don't know how else to say this except that I lost the baby.
I started bleeding last night at around 10:15 and then it went away.. I called the doctor and they told me to wait it out until morning and when I woke up I was still bleeding. So I went in and they told me it's going to turn into a full miscarraige.. Right now or then it was just in the beginning stages but there is so much bleeding that theres nothing they can do to prevent it to fix anything. So I lost the baby.. the one thing I had left. So I don't know how cheerful the posts in this journal will be. . But I'm going to be using it alot more.
current mood:  crappy
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| Monday, April 12th, 2004
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1:42 pm - 003
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So I don't write much in here but I'm going to try to be better with that.. I've just been really tired and busy with all appointments and working and things like that.
Alex went on a cruise for 9 days. I haven't talked to him since he left, obviously, so I don't know whats going on. But whatever, I don't even miss him yet.. is that wrong. I haven't seen him in 3 weeks.. should I miss him? I know I should but I don't. But oh well. I guess we'll all get over it, right? haha.
Oh well I'm bored and I really don't have much to say besides my tummy is getting bigger and stuff it's so cute. I have so many appointments coming up. My first ultrasound is next monday. Exciting. I'll find out my real due date then. Yay. Okay so I'm gonna go lay down and watch some tv. fun. haha.
current music: Penny & Me ; Hanson
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| Wednesday, April 7th, 2004
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1:54 pm - 002
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Alright so I haven't written in here since I started it. But I guess it's just because I haven't had much to say.
Alex and I are on the outs, we're not really talking much, but when we do it's all i love you blah blah bullshit. whatever. It doesn't really matter. I'm going for my ultrasound Monday the 19th then I'll know my due date for sure. I'm going tomorrow for my blood work, to sign up for health insurance and right care and get my vitamins and shit. I've been too long without them already but whatever they're slow at this hospital. But okay whatever they wanna do is alright I guess.
I might sleep @ Liz's house with Miranda this weekend. wooo. haha. We all know what goes down when me and Miranda sleep at Liz'a house. lmfao. My kissy cuddly buddy. lmao. Alright I'm out. I'm tired.
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| Friday, April 2nd, 2004
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3:54 pm
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So this is my first entry in here. I've had another LJ but I decided to make this my baby one. haha. I'm so excited about my baby. I guess I should give a little info on myself.
My names Kim, I'm 17 years old and I'm from Rhode Island. 2 weeks ago I found out I was pregnant. I guess not the best age to be having a baby but I am. Today was my first doctors appointment and they think I'm due on Oct.31st, Halloween, but they aren't positive and will know for sure Monday when they do my first sonogram. :-) So Thats exciting. :-)
I guess thats all for now, I'll be updating this journal alot. :-)
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